Onli Days...
Saturday, July 28, 2007,11:55 PM
what a nag...brownie!
Dear ^_^
this evening sucks...
my dad is doing his daily childish routine of cold war
and started exploding the moment i came home
"why u didn't wash the dishes!"
oh man.....another childish lecture...
i HATE it when he explodes about small things
shouldn't family members be helping each other
will he die if i just merely forgot to wash my dishes
and mummy can wash for me.....
he just LOVE to explode at us about tiny mini things
and i am GETTING SUPER IRRITATED...
since he loves cold waring....i'm doing so...
but as a daughter, i still greet him although
he NEVER EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE it.....
STUPID LIFE...
Why?
the moment i felt that my world is getting better
he will throw a GIGANTIC CHILDISH STONE on me
he is the one making my life terrible
the war outside is nothing to me...i still can take it
but IMAGINE, the place where it should be the best place on EARTH
HOME
is such a terrible place to be...
i HATE going home....
I HATE HATE HATE HATE...
coming home is like admitting into a CAGE
it may provide me with a roof
but it is no comfort inside
it is cold, terrible and horrigible
and have to put up with super childish act by super old man
PUKE!
From today onward,
i shall do whatever i like
and i shall care nthing abt them
i shall earn my own money
and survive on my own
$200 monthly allowance i will still take
but the daily meals...
i will never touch any from my house anymore
i shall be INDEPENDENT....
who am i kidding,
i still LOVE them...
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is SUPER FRUSTRATING
all my pimples are out again
and i'm starting to stuff myself with food again
don't they understand that stress make me grow ffatter
and my heart is getting painer and painer each day...
SERIOUSLY, i think i'm DYING.....
what a drag.........................
forget it....another day has passed
i just have to wish that tomorrow will be a better day....
i still can depend on a tiny thing call HOPE right?
bought hershey's brownie instant mix
i've never bake any brownie before
so i thought maybe an instant mix can help me...
haha...in the end it is such a FAILURE...
there is a big fat hole in the middlei guessed we didn't bake it long enough....
lousy instructions on the box...whoaHAHAHAH..
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the remains of the big fat hole got stuck onto the tray...
but, it tastes nice.....hehe...
packed it up and fridged it....one thing bad is that it is tooooooooooooo sweet.....
next, we decided to bake cookies..
it was soooooo buttery...haha
but it was easy to mould cos the dough was smooth

it was soooooooo buttery that we could practically
see the cookies being "FRIED" in the oven
it was so FUNNY to look at...
However, it still tastes wonderful...
BELIEVE ME, cos i made it! =P
next target: TIRAMISU.....