ling is in love.....
i know she is with this mardin
but didn't know they started steading
until yesterday i asked her.....

this is ling..........the skinny one in the family.... ><

mardin - ling's bf is the one in black....

we found out only when her friend saw them holding hands
and told ting....
if not i guess she won't tell us anything
and they have steaded for one month
and i now then know....
hai........ =(

hai.....

i'm happy for her to found her love...
but i'm sad that she didn't tell me and must wait until i found out myself
am i that untrustable?
i'm jealous that at such a age, she got a bf...
i always wanted to have a school life love....haha...
like those in the drama you know...

but it has never happen.....
i guess, appearance does matters...
she is the skinniest in the family and the one tt first has bf....
hai.......appearance appearance appearance
sad to talk about.....
hai.......

i think i should give up the hope of having a bf while studying..
don think i will ever find one in school...
i think the profession i wan to be in is even harder for me to find a bf
piano teacher - all i face is the students and their parents.... -_-
i think i will end up forever being single.....
I DONT WANT!!!!!!

i'm not desparate.......... ><