Onli Days...
Tuesday, October 17, 2006,10:53 PM
Ahhhhhh.......
Dear ^_^
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm getting breathless...why? everything is like crashing hard on me, especially financially. ok, so i fail my grade 8 so i'm retaking in march and the registration is like due 20 March but i'm still trying to vomit
$320 out. can u believe it. so EX!!! so where the hell am i suppose to vomit it by fri, ok, my sis bank, but i need to put it back befor my mum start questioning me. its not a small amount man.
and my bag is so stupid, the handle gonna broke and soon i'll have no bag and so how, got to buy. and this need what? the most irritating thing on earth:
MONEY.ok, u may ask y can't ask my parents. cos they have even more difficulty.
1) my sis's band tour to penang = $500
2) my grandpup
wants to buy a new motorbike = $500 (from my pup)
so how can i ever open my mouth and ask them, they surely kill me. so what i can do now is to
SAVE SAVE SAVE and
WORK WORK WORK.
+ to the problem, Maureen bdae coming, Meiyi also (have to buy prezzie as she invited me to her chalet and its her 21st bdae). and i want to watch
THE DEATH NOTE 
. i think i gonna skip it.
sob sob.... =(
i think i've stop thinking abt all this. when i think abt my friend, mg, my case is so like an ant meeting a giant. her pup went heaven last yr, left her mum and sis. they now survive pratically on savings. so y should i be so tense up abt finance when i've all my family with me. but seriously i really hate satan for tempting adam and eve to eat the apple. if they don't eat, i think we are having a great time in the garden.
STUPID SATAN.
* ok, i'm getting overboard*
PLEASE LET TOMORROW TO BE A BETTER PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
loving all over again...