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Wednesday, October 31, 2007,9:52 PM

happy halloween

Dear ^_^

HAPPY HALLOWEEN 2007

today i saw 2 ppl wearing monster costumes in school
they are soooo cute
i should have taken photo with them
cos we don't really get to see ppl dress up for halloween
how i wish our country celebrates it
it will be sooooo much fun!!!

i love the part of trick or treat
you get sooooo many chocs, sweets and everything nice
and most importantly you get to dress up
i want to be a witch
not those nice looking one
but those look horrible and evil
haha

anyway,
today was a loooooong day in school
it was boring
ok, my life is boring
it is exactly the same as a dead person's heart beat
haha

ok, i managed to come a little alive this morning
cos saw the someone back to school
haha
and got another heartbeat
when i sat 184 with jane back home
but before that had project and ate ice cream w jane
haha
LOVE CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM!!!

ok, what is that heartbeat
i saw this guy who look kind of like yamapi
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
he looks soooooooooo ハンサム！
although jane said that he looked soooo messy
cos of his hair la
its those jap style one
haha
actually i saw him once when i went to school
i think it is the same person
then i think he lives around bukit panjang area
why?
cos he get down the same stop as me!
but i don't know where exactly
cos i stayed and chat with jane while she waited for her bus
^^

I LOVE RAINY DAYS!!!!

Tuesday, October 30, 2007,11:01 PM

restless

Dear ^_^

i like this picture
isn't it sweet and romantic
haha

anyway, have been feeling restless recently
feel so out of place
used to have gals to talk to in class
but now
separated
in a new class
of cos i knew some of the gals
but the feeling is different
its like having to start over again
sometimes
i don know what to talk about
so we will be silent
ok, i'm the silent one
i feel soooooooooo..............
ok, i need to talk - i'm talkative

i miss my BFFs
they are having A level now
so can't disturb them
but
i've been feeling really restless and not very happy

something is wrong with me
haha

oh ya, in the end, cos its troublesome
my sec teacher decided to give leo camp a miss
hai
sianzzzzzzz

going to feel better tomorrow

Monday, October 29, 2007,9:58 PM

wrong predictions

Dear ^_^

today is great for making good impressions
on new possibilities.

i must say that the love predictions for my horoscope
is sooo inaccurate
i don't know for the others
but for me,
it will never come true
but if it is related to work or other stuff
sometimes it does.
but never for the love predictions

how am i suppose to make good impressions
if the someone is not even in school today?
haha @_@
heard that he was sick...
hope that he will get well soon!
kind of weird not to see him in school
haha ><

anyway, today had OM lecture
and we have a project regarding hard rock cafe
and our lecturer suggested that
we should go down and try out the cafe
OMG!
i'm sure that place is EXPENSIVE!
but, my group had decided to drop by soon!
better save up!

didn't go for leo camp meeting
hai...
thinking of that make me sian
i had asked my secondary school teacher
and she liked the camp idea
and was thinking of sending 2 ppl from each CCA
but they need a teacher to stay throughout the camp
with the secondary school students
soooooooo troublesome
but they are thinking of a way to settle it
hopefully we can recruit 20 ppl
that will be great i guess...
cos no ppl want to go for the camp
i think that the recruitment was terrible
haha...
hai~~~

i'm getting old just by thinking abt this
better start doing OM tutorial
tml has to see that adjunct teacher
who talks for 2 hrs and
mostly abt her past job experience
hai
can't she just finish the tutorial
and let us off...

WEIRD!

Sunday, October 28, 2007,10:33 PM

sian la

Dear ^_^

nothing much to say today
just felt kind of restless
although i enjoy working today
at certain points of time
haha
especially when my students are good ones
those who never practice and play not so well
they really tested my patience
haha

i'm saying abt myself
always torturing my teacher with my terrible playing

sooooo many tutorials not done
and yet i don't feel like starting any

寵愛　の　珍品

Saturday, October 27, 2007,8:56 PM

IS psycho day

Dear ^_^

today went to clementi to do the experiment
for my psychology project
haha
we had to act blind and ask for help

and yes indeed
the best actress is lizhen
she is sooooooooooo convincing la
haha^^

we went to a non crowded area
and for 9 ppl who walked past lizhen
only 2 helped
2 auntie and 1 young man
the rest all just walked past or drived past
hai....
sad
there is even one teenager gal walked past right in front of her
sad man
haha

thanks to jackson too
his acting was great but too bad nobody seems to believe
and willing to help...

this is the hornorable stick that we used
it would have been more convincing if we can get the real one
but normal pharmacy don sell
we have to buy from the association itself
hai
i guessed that there have been too many con case
where ppl act blind and ask for charity
it is good to be alert
but for us,
we can only use a unconvincing red pipe thingy
haha
thanks to chloe's dad also to cut the pipe for us early in the morning!

it was really fun
and lizhen and yuenting who acted blind had did a great job
and of cos they had lots of reflections to share
if it was me
i would not have dared to do it
i don know
i just don dare
so i actually felt lucky to have them to act out
and of cos
i'm the camera man for the day
haha

hai, i guess that some ppl who didn't help
is either too blackhearted, or they just don care
or our acting too unconvincing
haha

now, i've to edit the videos
hai
can't sleep liao i guess
tml is working................

so many things not done yet!!!

Friday, October 26, 2007,10:12 PM

saw jorge

Dear ^_^

saw jorge today, at canteen 2
he seemed excited..haha...
i guessed he was happy to see me in school
after soooooooo long
but his reaction is
you grow bigger leh....haha
this is sooooooo jorge la...
then he told me to exercise more...
haha

indeed, after sooo long, i'm still in this dreadful zone
haha....
hai...
がんばって

by the way, after looking at liyana's definition of liking someone,
i guess that i really like that someone
but it has been almost 2 years
i thought that i would have stop liking that someone
cos we seldom talk...hmm...can say is hardly ever talked..
hai....always like that one...
i would like this someone, then after a moment,
i would not like that person
i hope, this time is the same............

soon, i will not like that someone anymore....
i need time ba....
yes, 時間...............

but, it can be really lonely
to be able to meet him in this life
yet, unable to have him as part of my life
i guess, i will always be alone
till 40 years old...haha...

haha
i feel exactly the same as this guy
especially about leo club upcoming camp
it is soooooo stupid to have this camp in the 1st place
shouldn't have been such a busybody
agree to be the logistic head
i feel sooooooooooo not motivated to work hard for the camp.
SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

わたしは　あなたの　愛　が　ほしいです。

あの、わたしが　好きですか。

Wednesday, October 24, 2007,10:05 PM

mr woodcock

Dear ^_^

went lot one to watch movie w jane

free ticket to watch

so just watch lo

haha

it was not a bad movie...only a few ppl in e cinema
some parts were funny but most of the time i don get it
it was only 87 mins...short and seriously, it is boring to me..
i feel like leaving the cinema after 10 mins it has started...

haha ^^

we bought lots of snacks and ate all the way

after that we went to food court to eat cos jane LOVES rice...haha

i ate the chicken rice....it is soooo damn oily and not very nice
haha....and expensive too!!!!

how i wish u notice me, the ordinary ordinary gal
it is sooo sad to have to see u everyday
and act like total strangers
how i wish ....

i have nv met u.....

-_-

Tuesday, October 23, 2007,9:12 PM

watch broken AGAIN

Dear ^_^

seriously, i think i need a new watch

this watch which is the most expensive watch i ever bought

is forever spoiling

i guess, it doesn't like me

1st is the ticking hands spoil

so i sent for repair

now, its the leather strap drop out....

i'm speeeeechless...haha

i wan a new WATCH!!!

anyway,

have you wonder what love feels like?

how do u know if u like a person or not?

sometimes, when u see him, u hope that he notice u

but after sometimes when u nv see him for some while

u don feel anything,

but when u see him again, u feel it again

is this call liking someone?

or just admiring?

like u admire an idol

is it because he is handsome that is why u wan him to notice u?

or it is nothing near true love,

it is just a moment of sparks.........

time will let it pass
meaning, soon i will forget the person,

and nv remember that i ever feel sth for him

hai

hmm,

how to know whether u like someone anot

as in LIKE LIKE

not any admire only.

cOmpLicAteD

Monday, October 22, 2007,8:18 PM

start tutorial

Dear ^_^

today, very slack
1st, OM lecture was cancelled...
what the heck
no one saw his mel announcement la
so we went to school
slack for 2 hrs
then i went for ief tutorial

like everybody said
she nv go through tutorial
and she talked only abt the news that day
so, i must really depend myself
reading up tectbk and figure out the answers for tutorial
hai
slacker teacher
just talk talk talk can le
haha

next went for lunch
then after that the EC tutorial was cancelled
what the heck also la
we stayed for an hour for nth

SIAN
haha

Sunday, October 21, 2007,11:47 PM

newton hawker

Dear ^_^

went to newton hawker just now

1st time there....

ooo, not much different compared to a normal hawker centre

it was soooooo hot...

haha

all because the birthday girl said that she always celebrate

in hawker centre...so we decided to go there...

haha

ate ate ate

total 7 ppl, we ate abt $20 each..

the food was not bad, quite nice

but seriously there is not much difference w other coffeeshop

one thing for sure, the food there was more expensive...

but i saw alot of foreigners

especially the western one

they look sooooooooooo handsome...haha

the ice kachang very nice

alot lo, i have to share with my sis

we ate the mango one

NICE, relly can eat the flesh of mango

they didn't just use the sauce

so its worth it lo

haha

bought a fox jacket and a cross necklace for her

i LOVE the jacket!!!!! ^^

haha

that marks the end of it cos my sis have to study tml

next up will be daniel pok

i hope it will be somewhere with air con

seriously, it was damn hot just now,

i was all sticky and full

haha

i wan to eat in a restaruant!!!!!

pampered gal!

Friday, October 19, 2007,10:54 PM

dying

Dear ^_^

i think im dying

of anger

haha....

hai..

i just cant work with some ppl

they are so nagging and stubborn..

i was once said by kk

that i"m stubborn..

i agree, i can be quite stubborn in certain things

like doing projects and stuff

but now, i feel that kk is one who is stubborn la

that time die die also wan bdae celebration

i object then nag so many goals la, vision la, crap talk

then find a head to try convince me

then in the end

alot of others also don like the idea of having it

during orientation lo

if kk wan do it after that

i wontt object

cos the members would have known each other a little more la

celebrate during the 1st meeting is super duper weird ok!!!!!!!!!

then now, the games

play the person who ate the lemon fastest win cannot ah

i heard from my fren that they played in psp camp

and i think that it is fun la

better than murderer, number, etc

say what, eat lemon later stomach pain

science fail sia.......

last time wan cluedo is you

after that don wan also u

what u wan

i really don know lo

i think i got a lot wrinkles liao

because of your ficklemindness

cant u be more man??????????

always do last minute changes..

and now, the camp we already fixed doing in nov

so what is the point of asking the members if they prefer

doing in nov or dec

we should be focusing of getting them to join

us in the camp in nov

not trying hard to convince them to have in dec

if u really wan to do in dec

nobody will organise

i will say sorry lo

i die also wont help one

dec is for projects and holiday la

u free is your prob

but can u think of others

in GENERAL

u are in a community club

not a self centre club

i know u rich

can afford to pay everything

but pls, no one will wan to join a club that they have to keep paying

might as well change to PAY CLUB

not that i stingy or what

to those ppl who nv experience "poverty"

and want to help those who are in are FAKERS

cos they nv understand what they want

they just think that money can solve everything

our money is from parents ok

we should not spend it like no others biz

so what most of us cant go for meeting or event

because of some personnal fun we want

cca club is important

but there are many many things that are more important

we cant be focusing on the club 24 hrs

i know u love this club but pls

sometimes pls think of others

the situation that they are in

so what if i skip a meeting to watch my favorite drama

and lie that i'm not feeling well

but still at least i try my best to do my job

hai

PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can somebody pls teach me how to work with guys?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Thursday, October 18, 2007,10:32 PM

psychology and jap

Dear ^_^

today had the 1st psychology class

it was interesting

miss sng was pretty funny

and the project although it seem hard

but sound fun!

we had to act as blind ppl

walk on orchard road and ask for help

then we have observe

sort of like an experiment

grouped with chloe, lizhen and yuen ting

1st time group w lizhen sia

haha.....

then at 6pm i had my 1st japanese lesson

with yoko sensei

seriously, i don't like my time table

i should have chose my IS class in the afternoon

if i knew that my jap is on thurs

yoko sensei's style of teaching is a little different from chishiho sensei

but i guess, a change is good

at least i will know how it feels like

and can compare the 2 teachers' style of teaching

but, 1st lesson, i can't tell much

haha...

better start doing my jap hw

must pass this time!!!!

がんばって！

Tuesday, October 16, 2007,10:22 PM

vivo

Dear ^_^

today had IEF lecture...
and omg...
the lecturer is soooooooo sarcastic
and shes the kind who don't finish lecture notes
meaning, she don't even follow the notes
and worse,
she is our tutor!!!!!!!!!

i heard my ariel that she is slow one lo...
she can drag tutorial and rush them when its near exam
and she won;'t give sample answer
ahhhhhh, i don like this kind of teacher
how can u expect us to know straight away
the correct way of answering an econs question
abit regret...but NVM!!!!!!!!!!!

i shall pass and i will at least get a C!!!!!!

after that went to vivo....

i sat bus 61 and i thought it will end at the interchange but

it does not adn i sat overshot till this place:

st teresa's church

i find it really pretty...

so i was quite happy that i sort of overshot...

if not, i would not have been able to see such a beautiful building

haha ^^

went to vivo

ate at food court...oooo

the food is soooooooooo super ex

we ate 2 dimsum and it cost $6 in total

EX EX EX

walk walk around

to shop for cousin christine's pok present

nth nice actually

cos, it is hard to buy present for her

haha

bought 2 items for her

hope she would like it!!!!

seriously, i don like vivo

it is sooooooooo not fun to shop

sooo big and have to walk longlong!!!!

lazy me!

Monday, October 15, 2007,9:53 PM

kbox w poly gals

DEar ^_^

today is the 1st day of school

and i went for the morning lecture

it was on operation management

and the lecturer is making me sleep

haha

but still, i listen hard!!! ^^

after that went to chinatown with meiyi

to eat lunch first...

we saw this hong kong food shop

with no ppl so we thought of eating it

the food is ex

i order a plate of sambal fish with rice...

meiyi ordered a sweet and sour pork...

this, i thought was sambal fish

cos, the meat was not fried..

by right sweet and sour pork is fried

so assumming that

we ate almost half of it

then i realise that mine was sour and not spicy

and meiyi finds that hers is spicy

then we realise

we ate the wrong plate

haha

and of cos, we change back lo......

the cooking style is sooooo weird in that shop

and its not nice!!!

i will nv go back!!!!!!!!

then went to kbox with chloe and weiki too!

we went to the lucky chinatown one

cos kbox having offer!!!! each person $10.few cents...haha

so we sang from 2pm to 7pm!!!!!NICE ONE!!!!!!!!

ghost in the house!!!!...weiki is sooooooooo white la....

trying to be teukie and of cos, the wife of teukie looked more real...haha....

so long nv see the gals....
and really had fun.....haha...
then went home to catch my 9pm show!!!
and to prepare for tml's lecture!!!
ahhhhhhhhhh.......

gonna be really really busy soon!!!!!!

Saturday, October 06, 2007,11:41 PM

one week pass AGAIN!

DEar ^_^

once again

1 week has passed

and i was soooooooo lazy to update..

don know why...

slacking during holidays can be great in some way

but can get even more tire than chionging project

haha

weird man.....

anyway, once again

i couldn't resist the temptation

and i watch 2 jap drama AGAIN!

Based on the manga series of the same name, Toda Erika plays an honest college student, Kanzaki Nao, who receives a hundred million yen one day, along with a card saying she has been chosen to take part in the "Liar Game". The aim of the game is to trick the other players out of their hundred million dollars. At the end, the winner gets the hundred million and the loser is a hundred million yen in debt. The next day, she receives notification that her opponent is her former teacher, Fujisawa Kazuo. She goes to him, seeking help, but ends up getting tricked into handing her money over. Desperate, she approaches the police for help, but they are unable to do anything. However, she is told of a mastermind swindler, Akiyama Shinichi, who is to be released from jail the next day. Desperate, she goes to him for help.

this is a super clever show

the writer i must say is super clever...

the games they played are so hard

if it was me inside there

i would have died playing them...

but everything they do so make sense

and the way ppl backstabbed each other during the games were soooo scary

and you will nv know the ending until u watch till the end

but one can expect happy ending la

haha.....

it made me feel so smart after watching

whoahahaha ^^

handsome guys!!!!!!!! screamz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hanazakari no Kimitachi e

The drama is based on the popular manga of the same name by Nakajo Hisaya, which has already been dramatized in Taiwan. Horikita plays the protagonist Ashiya Mizuki, a Japanese girl in the U.S. who one day sees the young athlete Sano Izumi (Oguri) compete in the high jump on television. She begins to idolize him, and decides to move to Japan to attend the same school as him. However, Izumi goes to an all-boys school, so Mizuki disguises herself as a boy to achieve her dream of being with her idol.

i thought japan had it 1st

but actually taiwan has e version 1st

then japan do one

but seriously

if u think taiwan one is nice

japan one is even NICER alot

it was damn funny and it feels so real

as in the actors are really great

especially the GAYs....they are sooooo GAY

and they have lots of guy and guy REAL KISSING parts

soooooooooo open sia....

haha.....

and every episode is sooooooooo funny

none of the time is wasted on some draggy part

it was sooooo filled with action and everything

NICE!!!!!!

the students got competition among dorms in every episode

and the process was soooooooo hilarious...

the school itself is already soooooo unbelievable le lo

haha...

NICE NICE NICE!!!!

and one more thing...this show has more handsome guys

than the taiwan version...whoahahahahah

droolzzzzzzz...........

she's the lead...Horikita Maki

very natural and really let me see the other side of her...cos in nobuta wo produce, she hardly has any lines as she acted someone who is very introvert.....this time she was so boyish...haha..and funny too!!!

Oguri Shun.....AHHHHHHH!!!!

seriously, he is more handsome in hana yori dango...his hair in this show is soooooo not suitable for him....look sooooo old.....haha............

ikuta toma....he and oguri shun has a kissing part in the show...
it was soooooooooo funny...haha......his acting skill is really best in the show....

so exaggerated and thick skinned...haha....HANDSOME!!!!!!!!

oh ya...yesterday 06 oct 2007 sat
went to westmall sakae sushi with justina and weiqi...

we ate from 6pm to 9pm..spent abt $20 each...
then continue to mac to eat ice cream
and chat abt work and most importantly...SUPER JUNIOR

MISS SUPER JUNIOR SUPER LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i went to the face shop too....

total spent= almost $90....

one peeler..toner that cost $32 and moisturiser that cost $32 too....

and becos of it...i got their membership card...

they got 2 type..one normal size..one mini one...so cute!!!!!

and they gave me samples too...haha.....

their card can also be used at fashion lab, bits and pieces and tinker toes....

but i seldom shop there so not much use actually.....

i nv use the face shop product at all
except their nail polish...which is not bad...
hopefully their products are good...if not i would have threw my $$ away
HAHA!!!!!!

i want to watch nanny diaries!!!!!

(^___^)