Onli Days...
Tuesday, February 06, 2007,9:25 PM
weird...
Dear ^_^
i think my sis is getting weird
the 2nd child in the family
i meant she is like getting more introverted each day
i don't know, but just has the feeling
that she talks less often with us
and she always seems to keep to herself
last time we can always have long chat and make fun of
each other
but now......like drifting apart
maybe i think too much
but i feel really sad
as if they are leaving me
i know they will soon have to leave when they get married
but now is too early
probably wanting to spend more time with my family
had made me choose to go poly-less hectic class time table
now my sis sees the teachers more than us
everyday, mon to sat, without fail
she comes back around 7pm
then rush hw till midnight then go to sleep
by the time we where got time to chat and play
i don know whether its really the remedials or what
but....swiss is getting worse
during my time, we don have to stay back everyday in sec 3
i think over remedials are just useless
they just make students burnout
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH....
i hate swiss, my sis in teck whye one is so different
she has excursions every now and then
her school even has those special events
like tw idol, concerts by students, friendship day
hai....i miss sec 1
we used to have that too when mr gan was there
now that miss tay is nothing but academic
i think swiss students are becoming wooden nerds
no difference from robots
i read her blog, i know there is this martin guy
who likes her and she likes him as well
but they are not steading as the guy has not pop the qn
but she don really talk much about him
there was once she went bugis with him and 2 other gals
but even to me, she only mention the 2 gals
its only when i read the blog that i know the guy was there too
he even send her home
and she took neoprint with him
didn't show us
its only when i wanted to see her wallet
but she didn't want to show me then i realised sth is fishy
and yes, there was the neoprints, hugging.....
T_T
i feel so....hard to decribe
maybe i'm jealous of that guy ba
he's taking up most of my sis's time
hai...maybe i must start getting used to it
they are not even steading and i felt this way
won't it be worse if they really stead?
probably she doesn't want my parents to know
cos my parents don really support steading at young age
even my grandma thinks she is like always feeling troubled
心不在焉....blur blur somemore
hai........................................................................
T_T
feeling terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
loving all over again...