Dear ^_^



ok
found this long ago from liyana's blog
and yup
i now then post it
actually, i did it quite long ago
but since i had just trim my hair
i thought maybe i would look different....
so yes
do i really look like hilary duff and brenda song?
anyway, i like both of them
so it is alright for me when i get the result
but do i really look like stephen chow???
i think we look super different ok...
whoahahaha

just now had micro last tutorial
and weiqi brought tidbits for us from her dad's store
at chinatown
some are nice and i never eat before..
hehez...^_^

and of course
chloe's hair.....some gold colour and red colour
then felicia all *suan her
said that paint had fallen on her hair
then yaozhong said she look like a scarecrow
whoahahaha
audris perm her hair too
quite nice...but yaozhong said she looks like his mother
whoahahaha
today really lots of happenings
lynn and chiachen cute their hair too.
^_^


Dear ^_^




Today
Chloe and I went to
the hairdresser whom chloe has been cutting her hair from
it is near chloe's house
she charged me $6
i thought was $5 as that was what she charged for chloe
but i think that was because
chloe has been with her for many years

overall, she was a nice lady whom i think is around her late 40s
i like the result of my hair
this was the 1st time i went to someone's hse to cut my hair
as i always go to my aunt house
and she charged me FOC
so having to pay was quite xin tong for me
but i think the $6 is worth it ba
now i look fresher and my head not so round and big
whoahahaha........ =)

chloe
highlighted her hair
i do not know the end result as i didn't wait for her
but i can't wait to see it tomorrow
and i heard audris had permed her hair
i also can't wait to see
^_^


Dear ^_^

remember something that happened yesterday
my lame dad did something really lame
there was a scope used for scoping soup was spoiled
it cracked into 2
i didn't know so i fall into my dad's trap

1st he held the ladle at its head instead of the handle
then he told me to hold it as he wanted to find mama
so i grab the handle
as that was how we normally hold the ladle
then it broke into half
my dad was like screaming
hor hor...you broke the ladle
then complanied to my mama
omg...i laughed until my tears all kept flowing out...
T_T

he is so yin xian.....whoahahaha
LAME DAD......


Dear ^_^

i hate the movie i not stupid 2 by jackneo
ok, this movie was like so long ago
and i only watched it just now in crunchyroll
*thanks to the person who uploaded it*
i hated it because it made me cry till my eyes
could hardly open now
and i can now be with santa's reindeer..

the story was great
but there are some parts about teenagers are sort of
*kua zhang*
like the use of so lame, so cool, whatever..
i mean we don't use them all the time
they do not have to emphasize so much on that
and the part about the chinese teacher being old fashion
in his teaching
i mean come on
i don't think there is anymore such kind of teachers left
those who look down on students
that kind of teaching method is way too old fashion

anyway i cried almost the whole 2nd half of the movie
especially when chengcai's dad saved him
and fell down the stairs
that part is the most touching part
and the part where tom's dad knelt down to
beg the grandma to forgive his son
that part was sort of dramatic
but it was still touching
and when jerry stole money to buy his dad's time
that was like.........i could never think of that method
but overall...the story was quite a reality
and we teenagers can really relate with it.... *_*

sob sob sob
i think tml morning i'll have sore eyes
whoahahaha
gonna sleep
wanna cut my ugly hair.....

what a touching movie.......


Dear ^_^

this post, i shall let the photos do the talking
anyway, today went shopping with shiwei
only bought a shirt, a belt, a watch and socks
which are not featured here
i wanted to buy 2 shorts
but there were no size that i could wear
*sign*
bad thing about being fat
you just can't buy pretty clothes
and of course cheap clothes!!!!

Teenage@bugis cafe............
ate there the first time
the food was pretty cheap
but they were not very nice... =X


the soup tasted diluted though
and the muffin tasted hard like stone
but still edible.... =P

acting cute.... =PP
what is my favourite no? 1 of course. and i agree that i can be too bossy at times but most of the time, i'm nice and sweet!!! =)

seafood bake rice....very cheesy but the rice is nice!!
the fish is very oily and tasted bland...that was why we used lots of chilli sause with it but the fries was just nice... not too salty and is crispy!!!

i look cool right?! i love sunglasses, especially this type!! saw it at a shop which my swiss junior is working at. i almost couldn't recognise her...she looks so different.... XD

this shirt cost $40 and i like it...u look nice even when you are fat and you still look nice when you are slim...but i did not buy...too expensive!! and this was the last piece left... =}
this one was good too...but was too fight fitting for my arms..so i gave it a miss...but i would buy it if i am slimmer!!!!

this shirt made me look mature..but i like the material of the shirt...it is very silky and nice to touch...i didn't buy it also as it made my arms super gigantic... hehez...





Dear ^_^

わたしは　かなしい　です。
どうしで。
にほんご　は　むずかしい　です。
きょう　は　にほんご　の　テスト　です。
わたしは　べんきょうじゃ　ありません。
わたしは　ぶぜん　です。

*signed
today jap test was very difficult
there was so many vocabulary to memorise
and i flunked my speaking test
i guess i have to go for retest
and i may not even pass
T_T

i tried to study
but it's so hard
i hate memorizing information
especially words
i just cannot get them into my head
and speaking them
when i was practising, i sounded fine
but when i went into the room to start the conversation
i just forgot everything
and stumbled throughout
why? why?
maybe i should start writing my entry in jap
so i can practise!!!!

=(


Dear ^_^

yesterday went to ang mo kio to trim my ugly eyebrow
the place was like a beauty salon
the environment i must say was pretty comfortable
the beautician was friendly too
she told me that my left side eyebrow is nicer than my right
so she told me to change my hair parting
as now i'm covering the nice eyebrow and showing the
ugly one...XD
but my fringe was cut in a way that it cover my left side
of my face
so now
i've to trim my fridge to change the hair parting
-_-
it costs $8
but i think its worth the money
as some places that cost $5 is not that comfortable


Before i trim my eyebrow....
taken with weiki.....whoahahaha...my hair is super messy... -_-
after shower look...
i love my after shower look because my hair won't look thick and ugly...
and i think i really look different after trimming my eyebrow
i look neater
hehez..
but i guess i'll look nicer if i've my hair trimmed!!
however i'm scared to trim it
as i wanted to rebond in april when my hair is longer
last time when i went to rebond my hair
the hairstylist said that my hair was too layered to look good in rebonding
so now i'm trying to keep in same length
so when i go rebonding
the hairstylist can help me cut a nicer style
but keeping same length
means my hair will look thick and curvy
hai.....i can't wait to rebond
but now
i just have to live with it.....
T_T




Dear ^_^

today is also an unlucky day for me
First,
Lizhen forgot to sms to tell me that micro tutorial was cancelled
so i rushed to school like a mad woman
climbing the stairs from the 1st storey to 4th storey
then realised that lesson was cancelled
everybody knew except me and meiyi
fortunately i live near the school
but for meiyi, she lives in hougang ok
that is soooooooooooooo far

anyway
just felt kind of unwanted
unwanted enough that even the person who i thought
was my good friend in class
forgot all about me
=(
what can i say
maybe i'm just not beautiful & kind enough to leave a deep impression
but at least when i called her, she called me back
maybe to save my money for calling
as she called from home.....
T_T

next,
congratulation to me
i'm falling sick - 1st was sore throat, now plus that irritating flu
I HATE FLU
i rather have cough than flu

*sign
but there is something to be happy about
the $100 that got stuck in the cash deposit machine
is BACK!!!!
I had received a letter stating that they had placed the amount into my acc
but shi wei saied that i must check 1st
okok
so i will check tomorrow
as me, felicia and chloe are going to trim our eyebrows tomorrow
i can't wait, my eyebrows are like grass - growing everywhere
XD

i guess
my one true friend is shi wei
from pri school till now
from stranger to close friend
at least to me
she's my best buddy
although we don't sms each other or chat often
but we always will remember to ask each other out
and she even said yes to my piano concert
even if she has to go alone
seriously
i love this friend
hopefully we can really be friends FOREVER!!!





Dear ^_^

yesterday was a very unlucky day for me.
I left my favourite pink Fila bottle in the lecture hall.
=(

I was busy touching up my OB presentation script
so I put my bottle beside me
And i didn't expect Bstat Lecture to last for only 15 min
after the lecture, our lecturer simply switch off the lights
so we have to rush out before he locked the room
and because of this
i forgot all about my bottle
T_T

anyway, OB presentation was quite smooth
as my presentation was done on the day itself
so couldn't expect much
I simply hope that we can high marks
so i can at least get an A

However
i think that i have been slacking all these well
and i am sort of worried that my results will be bad
i mean i got 3.8 last semester
and if i drop alot in this semester
my parents will surely nag alot
so i think i must strive harder during study week
and at least get an A for all subjects
i think my CATS i can get an A
maybe OCOM too


I passed my OCOM test - 12/20
i heard that many people failed so I was glad that i passed.

Now, i'm rushing my microecons article analysis.
i don't even know how to start =x




Dear ^_^

my room !!
nice right
especially the pink walls
whoahaha
the bed is empty
as i am still sleeping with my sisters
the paint smell terrible
so i have to wait a few more days

i feel so loved in the room
but my parents
still nag that its too pinkish
oh please
i never say i want to paint orange or red
is already very fortunate
still complain....... XD







Dear ^_^

finally,
i have painted by room
but technically
it was my dad who painted it
of course, my room is pink colour,
with a mixture of some baby blue
clean my room thoroughly
i'm now dead meat
can't move except my finger...T_T
anyway
i did not finish tidying up my room
so will only let u see the photos
after i am satisfied with the results
but overall
i love my walls
its just a plain pink
but after so many years
i finally get it painted
to my favourite colour
Cheers!!!!!


Dear ^_^

its np open house
18 jan to 10 jan
yesterday helped out passion synergy booth
so boring lo
so walk walk around
then saw christine pok
sit there showcasing her work
then no people one lo
haha...
then she ask me think her friend who sit beside her
handsome izit
i was like Shocked
how come she knows i think he handsome
then she say i keep on look at him
no lo...please
i not that desperate
whoahahahaa
he's handsome la......but not my kind
then saw paul twohill...his hair really his trademark sia
hehez...XD

anyway
today S&W and CATS last lesson
but still got fencing attachment
but lucky no need wake up like 6am on fri le
whoahahahahahaha

lizhen and chenghui wanted to go take the
goodie bag for open house
cos got the cute logo thing
they made into something like paper weight
then also got free swensens ice cream
but i sian la
so nv go
jus go home lo
later still got piano lesson
and teaching piano after that

stupid atm cash deposit machine
i deposit $100 on tues
then stuck inside the machine
reported it
then they say must take like a week to investigate
don care ah
they better give me the money
my hardearn money lo
stupid stupid stupid

><



Dear ^_^

i;ve asked him
and he reply don wan
fine lo
this type of guy not worth it..

yamapi better
wangleehom better


Dear ^_^

hai
i've asked him to the piano concert
but it seems that he's not interested...
last night
sms him ma
then he nv reply
so its obvious right
haha
actually this reaction is expected
next day got test
no classmates will want go one la
we not super best friends what

unlike my cousin christine
she year 3 lo..
so the exam week is very important to her
but when i tell her
she immediately say yes...

hai........
too bad he don want go
i just sms him the time and date
i didn't tell hm i performing
i mean whats the difference right?

what song should i play
love song?
break up song?
happy song?
musical?
classical?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm


Dear ^_^

yesterday went to teach piano
skip jap cos very tire
new student
very good at playing i must say
TALENTED.....hehez

yesterday CATS presentation
1st gp sia
lucky he lenient
ok la this tutor actually not that bad
after so many lessons
he just want us to hand our work on time
and prevent us from last min work
and rush like mad
not bad ba.... XD

anyway
Feb 11 Sun, 7pm
got a piano concert
my teacher organised one
so unfair lo
the next day i got bstat test
nice one
how....nobody want to go lo
especially poly one
sianz....how to sell the tix
i got perform lo....hehez....can see me play the piano sia
XD
still thinking what song to play
but will be playing a duet with kim
and until now still haven reherse with her
quite difficult one
hehez

want to ask him wan go anot
but he so clever and hardworking one
btw his common test results ALL almost get full marks
whoa whoa whoa
didn't know he sooooooooo clever
hehez...bonus bonus.... ><
i think he'll want to study lo
hai.....sadz....
haven ask la
but don know should ask anot

oh ya.....told tiancai abt him
and she thinks not worth it
y?
cos she think tt he's not a bit interested in me
so.....
forget it...
i also agree with her....
i must forget abt him
its jus a love for puppy........
hehez...

forget forget...


Dear ^_^

whahahaha
bis stat test yesterday confirmed - FLUNKED!!
table topic not bad la...quotes lo haha...
can't believe that my previous presentation i got A....
whoahahaha
got stumble abit that time i remember
anyway....projects lot like mountain
feel like sleeping
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i feel like dying
that stupid feeling to tt stupid guyis back AGAIN,
yes again
don noe leh
have this feeling when 1st yr sch starts
crush at 1st sight i suppose
but after i know he got someone he likes
e feeling is not there
so i thought was just admire
but now heard that he's single
tt feeling is back again
but i think he still likes the gal ba
i mean how can u forget someone u like easily
although he's a sagittarus
who fall in love and out of love easily

i tink another thing tt cause this feeling
is cos he yesterday wore a blue blouse
ahhhh......aries love man in uniform
i like guys in suits
i think tt's their most handsome time
and i think he's cutee
wearing that
pls oh pls....don ever wear sth like tt again
i can't take it la XD

then aries this year love luck is no, 4
YES!!!
and i may meet someone younger
omg....i don wan younger guys...
a few mths still can but if a year
forget it
then the best place is in school
whoa
open hse coming and new intake also
must take the chances
haha
maybe can meet one perfect prince
><


Why Don't you kiss her - Jesse McCartney

We're the best of friends
And we share our secrets
She knows everything
That is on my mind
Maybe, something's changed
As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head
Softly says

Chorus:
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
'Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside

Oh, I'm so afraid
To make that first move
Just a touch and we
Could cross the line
And everytime she's near
I wanna never let her go
Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close

Chorus
What would she say
I wonder, would she just turn away
Or would she promise me
That she's here to stay
It hurts me to wait
I keep asking myself

Chorus:
Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why don't you tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside
Why don't you kiss her


i love this song
so nice loi think guy should make the 1st move
gals shouldn't
i will nv make the 1st move
even if u kill me.... >.<
maybe tts explain y i'm still
single and available

but i think cos i've a low self-esteem...i
'm not pretty in every sense
thats y i'm trying to be beautiful
heart and shell

Does he likes me?
Does he likes me not?
Do i like him?
Do i like him not?

Ans: I don't want to like him

pls help me get rid of tt feeling i have towards him
so we can be good friends
and not just classmates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=P


Dear ^_^

whoahaha....school starts le
and 4 more weeks to exam then HOLIDAY!!!!!!!
can't wait
but now projects all must hand in
at ONE time
crazy sia... XD

anyway
wed finally gave out the present
to chiachen
hope the chocolate inside nv spoil...hehez
its meltykiss strawberry
taste weird though

then he gave me mine
eeyore and a christmas card
ok...its so coincidence
that we get each other
shouldn't have let zuoshen re pick
he get cc for 2 times when we let them pick
haha...funny lo.....they more got yuan fen to be
together
ok now i can have a pooh reunion...
i got a pooh, a tigger, piglet and now eeyore
nv really had a crush on pooh famil
but don know y i always receive presents about them
><
the card is drawn one....wonder is it he draw one...
the panda look funny though
take sometime to figure out
and its chloe who tell me is panda
whoahahahahahahahahahahahahaha




had a weird dream last night
dreamt of him and classmates
then don know la
we sort of went drinking
then i'm sort of drunk
then when i turn back
he's dead drunk and sort of landed on me
so i've to carry him into a place where all of us stay
like those alice in wonderland.....all so smalll.....for dwarfs.
then i need to carry him up a flights of mini stairs
then we reached a room with thousands of people cramp inside
then he suddenly woke up and was shock and scared to see me
and he run away *nice one...as if i'm a scary monster*
then all of us went to look for him cos worried ma
then i'm in a shopping mall, looking endlessly
then suddenly in a bungalow very nice and beautiful
found my phone
then receive an email say he can go a date with me
the rest of message i forgot
got happy to receive that
i guess i like him in the dream
so met him at popular
i was holding somebody's hand which i don know who
then he took my hand
it felt so real holding his hand
as if its real...haha....but the other person
don wan to let go my hand
then he was searching for a panda thing
then he let go of my hand then i was disappointed i guess
then i woke up.....................................................

weird dream sia
and i know reality is always the opposite of the dream
so i guess i don like him
whoahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

i wonder who's the other person holding my hand
which i nv place focus on
felt so guilty for not knowing someone
who's willing to hold my hand........

kai xin
xiao xin
31 March 1989
Aries, NP Biz Studies
To be Beautiful: Heart and Shell

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