Onli Days...
Wednesday, November 29, 2006,5:21 PM
angry...
Dear ^_^ok, my ocom presentation group
is actually i random pick one
so i ended sort of with
chiow woon, chia chen and chloe
is not i pick and choose
want to be in this group one lo...
then weiqi told me tt zuoshen
tt day ask her
is it that i like chia chen?
ok...i did find him cute at first
when i first saw him
is like how i feel to
blue shirt and yellow shirt..
sort of like cos they handsome
so you want to like know them la
abit like towards celebrities......
then when i know he got someone he likes
then i like sian diao
i don like to mix too close
with guys who have gf or crush
so weiqi act blur
*good job*
then he says that i purposely put
chia chen and me together in ocom gp
IS NOT LO
i hate being accused...
what the......................
is really random pick
and i don think i treat him differently
compared to other guys
i treat them same lo
tt's how i feel lo....... -_-
sort of angry la
being accuse like tt
like whatever i did
is got motive
make me like i'm evil stepsister
got motive in getting the guy i wan
i don make the 1st move one ok
Guys should make the move
and i prefer guys who are more man,
who can make the 1st move.
if last time say like tt
i may feel differently
but now is angry one lo
now i feel towards
chia chen is NEUTRAL...
i just want to be friends
just what i want to be with
chiow woon, yaozhong and raymond
we classmates leh....
if don be friends then be what
enemies...........................
and i don know what is it like
to like someone
cos until now
i still don know
so its impossible to
say i like chia chen.....................
=P
Tuesday, November 28, 2006,11:00 PM
class blog...
Dear ^_^i've created my class blogfinally *claps claps*alright.i've hand in the formfor serve china todayhopefully i can pass the interviewhaha......have been trying to help lz to know cc frens-kkhaha...she thinks he's cuteso i thought can ask them alongto an amazing racebut that cc don wan go... -_-sad lo..................today felicia did manicurefrom pelineso nice..glossy purple and silver french manicurenice sia..... ^_^
Wednesday, November 22, 2006,9:57 PM
busy busy
Dear ^_^
went shopping on last sun
w shi wei
but 1st went chia chen hse
at newton, terrace sia
got like almost 10 dogs and
like i feel like in jurong bird park
hehez
zoo sia.....................
got like 2 maids 3 cars.....
i mean.... do u need that many?
why some ppls family can be so damn rich while
some is poor one lo.....
sad sia.... -_-
went far east...spend all the money made from work
XD
shiok sia... ^_^
went this fashion bought 1 black jacket cum blouse
haha....$24....for my ocom.... nice lo....
bring my 
waist out
but that stupid lian hui say i look like
those ride horse one
-_-
then bought a 9.90 slipper 
yeah!! finally have one non slippery slipper!!!!!
won't feel so threatened when it rains.
then bought a $10 butterfly belt
had a hard time choosing b/w the butterfly
and the crown
in the end the butterfly won!!!!!! 
then bought my shoe sia...$24
so nice lo....prefer the black one but they
have NO more stock -_-!! sob sob......
in the end bought the brown one
not bad la....i don have brown shoe anyway.....
yesterday ocom presentation
did it last min
so didn't do it really well...
=(
stumber alot...........
but took lots of pics
haha
the guys look so handsome in
tie and long sleeved shirt
i love guys wearing suit...
i think the best looking tt day is
chia chen and raymond....
handsome sia......
XD
chloe
hardworking
lizhen
pretty and
lame felicia
meiyi
beautiful
eileen,
best speaker
sheryl
Shu Hui
justina
lynn
yaozhong
fake smile sia
chiow woon
uncle sia...^_^
the cutest
chia chen XD
Best speaker
zuoshen
cc's gay
xtra xiao chen=Pwent ba happy hours today
want to go china leh
not so labour....
although i think the trip won't really
do much compare to thailand
cos they have to paint walls and everything
labour work i think
you know me la
very lazy type
and i prefer playing with children
impacting their life directly
then just impacting them as a whole
but the bad pt is
china trip more ex...
really hope can use edusave
but my fren say cannot
if like tt
how am i going to vomit that much money out?
ah...... -_- sob sob..............................................
i want to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!l
Sunday, November 19, 2006,1:29 AM
work...
Dear ^_^today went sentosafor what? work lo.an event thing - give out goodie bag$70 for 8 hrslizhen's lobang - love her siai need that money seriouslysentosa change quite alotso long nv go leXDthen stand whole day1st is sit 188 until butt painthen is stand and walk until leg paingo home also wait bus until butt + leg painthe event is citibank staff family day+ doing community worki think the kids in sg home reallyFORTUNATE...other country where got this kind of big event for them.and these kidsare not like really orphanage lo.hai.....................................i think we should do more for overseas those really needy childrenand not keep focusing on sg one....=)i'm so sleepy nowbut can't sleepneed pia cip assignmentdue today......11.59 pmlast min work i must saybut don care.....hahazzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZ.......................
Friday, November 17, 2006,3:46 PM
slacking
Dear ^_^what am i doing now,slacking.....doing a booth for andrea'spassion groupthey collecting old booksso now is publicity booth.no ppl one loso i'm slackingworking from 1 to 5pmsia la....hahacos later 5 got world aid's day briefingso stay on loSIAN and SLACKING!!!!!XD
Thursday, November 16, 2006,9:30 PM
........
Dear ^_^haha...today very tiresleepy me....have to pia cip lethis morning after cipsaw blue shirthehez XDwe say hithen i ask him abt catsthen bye......>.<during ocom lecturealso saw him....XD XD XDbut i left early to teach pianoi want to serve china next marchits around 19 march to 2 aprilif i gothen i have to celebrate my bdae oversea.....sob soband i have no money....ahhhhhhhhh...........should i go or not??????????tml is cats....will see blue shirt!!!!excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^_^
Wednesday, November 15, 2006,11:41 PM
award...
Dear ^_^went to book prize ceremony yesterdaygot top poaok, just a certificatei thought there will be like moneysadded......the refreshment are nicejust nice during dinner timeso i can save on that mealhaha...anyway, learn from a showto drink olive oil every morningok la..not whole bottlebut just 3 teaspoonsoh but its terrible.my throat feel oilyand my stomach feel sort of odd the whole dayand i don feel hungry...thats the only good thing!!!it is said that this help your bowel systemi have this problem all the timei think it did help a littlemy body is just filled with toxichaha....haven slim down...=(reaching my target of 65kg by 1 decSOON!!need worrk harder.... haha...wanted to go running every morning butii just slep and sleptreally like a pig =Plast night half sleep half awake using compppl chatted with mebut i don remember who i chatted withand what i saidi wonder i got say anything ridiculars anothehez.....XDnot sleeping tonight...must pia my workhaha... jia you jia youtml morning must go joggingif not have to treat my sister mac...i'm super broke sia....oh ya...saw ben=blue shirt and jian zhou = yellow shirt alsoben sit behind mejz sit in front of me.but i said hi to russell 1st then jz say hi to mei realised he seldom say hi to meand we don't chat online anymore=(as for ben haha....didn't say hi until going out of lecturehe walk over to me directionthen we met eye to eyethen we say hithen he walk back to his friends....i thought i wave wrong personor maybe he waving to other ppl.where got ppl walk over to say hi onlybut if he walk over just to say hi to meizit it sweethaha...i'm dreaminghaha....if only reality can be that wonderfulas our dreams..........................................but jane say he don suit mecos he too benghe thinks that jz suit me betterhahabut jz is younger than me..... +(XD
Saturday, November 11, 2006,9:44 PM
Fully slept...
Dear ^_^
haha...FINALLYi've enough sleeplast night slept at 1 then woke at 11then slept at 1 again to around 4..total of 13 hours...WHOA............... >.<anyway, last night ben msn meahhh....1st time sia.....so happy.... XDhe ask me abt bstats hw....but i haven do....aiyo....regret siaif i got do, i can maybe like teach him..then we can like chat longer....this is the consequences of being lazy la...X_Xbtw, his jap very good sia...... =Pi must work hard....then can communicate w him...in JAP!!!!!!!!!!!!saw jian zhou's blog,he says he's not moody le....YEAH....he's back....then he thank me for being there...(and of course others la)but i feel so touched...actually i did nothing much also....i'm not a good friend i think...Sweet.....................
Friday, November 10, 2006,11:06 PM
nyaa....happy day...
Dear ^_^
this morning cold sia...went school for fencing...learn to use the stick but of course not the real onewe had used a cane to substitutenot bad overallthe coach super good... ^_^then went cats...suddenly i find cats not that irritatingy?cos got ben....hehezXD cute sia........so my day is brighten!!!!although didn't really chat...but i made a new friend - kai ting (same name as my sis sia)she also live around bukit panjangnext time can go home w her..envy her sia....in class sit w ben.....do project w him also..=(anyway...went chinatown to hand in nyaa formsaw chunyip at bus stop at sch....he alone...he nv say hi to me....so i just pretend don know himbad sia he...always nv say hi to me onelast time in sec sch also me always say hi to himhe nv initiate the hiso i've decided to ignore him in poly.... =Pwalk around looking the buildingthen went in a jewellery shopto ask for directionthey also don know, but they offer to help us callso sweet of them.....service superb!!!!!then went far east cos lizhen want buy shoefor tues ceremonyi haven't buy. cos can't find one i likei shop very long for shoes.....cos its so hard to find a suitable onejust like finding a boyfriend...she bought from tinkerbell...purple colour....so nice lo.....at 1st she took green but i say purple nicer....haha....so she bought itif she nv buy, i will have confirmed buy ithehezsaw a lot jap students aroundhahagot some handsome guys too...X_Xwent jap classbe4 that at np bus stop saw jian zhouAHHHHHHHH!!!!!so lucky sia...nv thought will see him and russellbut russell say hi to me 1stjz looks kind of saddon know y.............i also sad sia..... =(but still =) to see him unexpectedly!!!!met a gal in class....she also like yamapithen she got lots of dvdsia la.....so lucky to met hercan borrow from her...but she talks super fasti keep on huh huh huh....*_*
Thursday, November 09, 2006,8:31 PM
inferior?
Dear ^_^
andrea asked me abt rk bdaebuying whatthen i told her the story and told her to be in chargecos i scare he will misunderstanddon't really know what i did is right or wrong.she ask me y not interested in himis it cos i'm feeling inferiorer....i think not lo...although i know i'm super fatbut i still got expectationsand i can't just because he likes me so i should like him back.how do u know whether u are in love or notseriously how does it feel like to like someonei really have no ideaanyway, i'm having serious problem oflip crackinglucky i don't have bfif not he'll be scared off when kissinghahahahahahahaha... XD
,1:23 AM
hahaha...
Dear ^_^
haha....chatted with yellow shirtcos i see his nick write 'very angry' sth like ttso sent him a very cute ecardhaha.....then he msn me....XDthen we chatted and chattedfeeling quite neutralbut fun cos we can crap alothis crapping power so strong siai must stand asidechatted with josh toohis a superman siareally.....perfectionist i must sayat 1st hated himbut after the camp, i think he's a nice guyhaha........nv judge a book by its coverchatted with kelvin toosort of 1st time siahaha....nv really chatted with him......hehezand of cos rkhe ask me for my new blogcos my nick i wrote i love my bloggyso i was like erm....................pause for quite long tt he say don wan give then nvmthen i jus say its for my girlfriends then he call me treat him like a gali think if he ever see this bloghe will hate me..................................................we can't even be friends... =(i wan sleep sleep..................................................
Wednesday, November 08, 2006,6:27 PM
Dear ^_^
in school now, slackingno la....came for red camp stuffcutting of ties.... RED ROCKS -- tiancai will be so happy to see thissaw alot ppltiancai la. kpo siahelp maureen gp in CATSnv do her own group one... =Psaw yellow shirt again...haha....so happy sia..he wore white today...saw qixiang also......hahahaha...say i act cute in the group photobut he put it on his wallpaper lo.....hehez................................................i put it in my daRing wallpaper.... V ^_^...saw Ben also from CATShe also taking Jap 102 today...next time can ask him out to study...cos he's cute siahis complexion damn good loi envy.....hahabut his hair abit gold colour like ttvery beng lobut he's a very very nice guy....X0X (hua zhi)sometimes i really want tell ppl my blogbut cannot siaso many personal commentwrite so much about him and others.haha......they read le surely run away..X0blog ma...should write your real feelingsnot write for the sack of your friends'so they can read anddoesn't really know your true feelings...so my blog only liyana and tiancai read be4....haha.....and of course me la!!!!we are all acting.....no one is true............ok la....i'm being pessimistici CANNOT!!!!!XD
,12:56 PM
saw him...
Dear ^_^
today saw yellow shirt..haha...so cute siaok la...we same lecture and 1st time see him herenv notice that russell actually sat next to mecos between us got sort of a space.then yellow shirt sit behind himXD..... cute sia...i'm crazy....last night chatted with himof cos is me who start the conversationi don think he'll ever talk to me 1stthen he say he steaded twice =0he is so not interested in mecos the way he chat with me is not like rkwhen i ask him got gfhe nv ask me i got anotfrom this can concludehe's NOT interested in me...=(but i guess all this will stopcos i'm like tt...haha...last time i use to fancy a stranger whom i saw at my house bus stopand we took the same bus to schoolso i'll go to the bus stop at e same time as himjust to see him...its so CRAZY............................................but one day, i just stop fancying himNOT LOVE.......................
Tuesday, November 07, 2006,2:15 PM
in school....
Dear ^_^
where am i? in school lo... using chloe's lappy. haha. miss 4ever nice. never see her lose temper before.anyway, heard from her tt rk ask her abt me last nightlast night i was piaing ocom presentationso when i chat with himmy replys are very very shorti was really busy...i mean if someone on msn reply shortlymeans she's busy what, y do u still need ask othersand actually i also quite sian chatting with him. nothing much to chat about. =(the person i want to chat with menever chat with methe one i don't wantkeep chatting with me.hai.................................i want a boyfriend.my mr right!!!!!WHERE IS HE???=P i'm not desperate.actually i also too busy to have onebusy dieting, exercising, teaching, studying, practising and sleepingHAHAHAHA XD
Monday, November 06, 2006,9:27 PM
newspaper collection
Dear ^_^
ok, 04 nov sat, went boon lay for BA newspaper collection. 1st time go sia. hehez. went with lizhen, celia, chuen kiat, josh, qixiang, zhihui. we same group, under a very nice leader - jian zhou. haha. i think he's kind of cute. =P he's bfs yr 1. but he look mature. hehez. he's from cck co. oooooo....plays erhu.....haha.....*but i abit hate tt. brings bad memories sia* anyway, me, jian zhou, qixiang, zhihui in the same team. then u know la, qx and zh must stick together one. *not cos they are stead or what, but they are just so close friends* - envy sia. ^_^ so me and jianzhou partner. haha. learn alot from him sia. so good tt he can go cambodia during holiday. wanted to go but need focus on my stupid piano exam which i spent so much but fail. sob sob. ahhh...overall i must say its a fun experience although we work like from 10+ to 4 like tt. really tiring, my tt lousy foot sore like shit. haha. but get to know new friends so tts a satisfied trip. YEAH!!! * i got take pic with him but in qixiang's hp but tt lazy qx haven upload +( *
jian zhou is the yellow shirt one. cute right. but tt weird jane say black shirt one better. how can chuen kiat be better?????? ok la. he not bad, but i prefer yellow shirt one.... =P
me, zhihui, qixiang....CHEERS!!
GROUP PICTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!then yesterday went jurong point buy andrea's belated present. bought a cup and winnie pooh keychain. haha. so shiok. long time no shopping. then went back time, chris so coincidencely called me to go plaza, so since i need buy bread so ok lo. whoa. went library la, then to wang jiao - 1st time go ok. i feel so ah gong. haha. he treat me lemon barley. haha. so good of him. anyway we just sit there chat chat. really like those uncles in coffee shops. =P. then went those vcds shop, he looking for don know what show. haha. then went until quite late. me damn tire liao lo. haha. then he says: if i slim down, i'll look so much better....ahhhhhhhhh...i also want slim down. who don want, but so hard sia....i must start gambatte. jia you jia you!!!!
this is andrea, my long lost relative...haha...same surname, same dialect, same interest. haha.
super cute right. i also want the cup lo. =)
Thursday, November 02, 2006,8:40 PM
guilty...
Dear ^_^
i feel so guilty. i lied. i told rk tt tml i need accompany my grandma to my uncle's hse. ah.....because i'm so not ready to see him or go out with him. i think i got abit avoiding him....ahhhh....
i feel really bad...........................
,7:41 PM
bdae...
Dear ^_^
hihi, ok today went alumni to celebrate yaozhong and lynn bdae. haha. its so packed there lo. =P. anyway chloe's mum's friend make brownie cake. it look so like what my mum used to back last time when she is more enthu. now ah. bake cookie she also lazy..haha..no la...now she has to do household chores *last time got maid ma*. so she don bake liao. pretty nice. but left quite alot. hai. the guys la. all paiseh don want eat. sadded.
tml buying andrea's bdae present. going far east people's paper to buy notebook. there very nice lo. anyway, going with rk. ok. he say want to accompany me and eat lunch with me. try rejecting but.......................ok lo. i no money to eat. so i shall look at him when he eats. ahhhhh.............
waiting for my sweetheart to drop from the sky......................
loving all over again...