Dear ^_^,

hihi, i've got the book award for best in POA. haha. pretty shocking to receive the letter but i wonder how much is it, cos u know, i'm broke. haha. but i felt not really good for getting it cos i study POA in sec 3 and 4. and i remember the times where mrs chin taught us theory but i just keep wanting to fall asleep, but enjoy it when we practise qns. haha....i miss those days....

today suppose to go science centre w rk but i cancelled it. ok, i'm just too tire ok. really can die and i have lots of stuff not done. then its like i wrote in my msn nick that " i just want be friends, nothing else" then i saw his sth like," i'm such a failure in life, i will nv make it" i was like =0, is tt sth in return for what i wrote in my nick, but maybe i think too much. i heard my sis talk abt his ex-gfs and he said be4 that those were pretty bad experience, so i guess he hopes to have a good turn for this time but i guess he just met the wrong person. *i feel so bad* but just in case, i just change my nick to "let nature takes us to where we belong"..hopefully he can sort of take the hint that it's not tt he is not good but its just that i don't have the spark for him. i swear he is really a gentleman.

let nature take the course.

anyway, its from the whole class. =P. we so bonded. haha. trying to. then me, chloe, lizhen, justina, we 4 just sit sit chat chat, talk abt guys. then they know the happening b/w me and rk. and suddenly i feel rk abit sticky. which i don't really like. i like guys being decisive, haha. they say i shouldn't go out with him individualy, its like telling him tt he got chance. but seriously i think rk is a nice guy and i don wan lose him as a friend. i'm sure he'll be a good friend. but the sparks b/w us is so not there. so anyway, MY's bro is pretty cute although he's sort of quiet, maybe cos shy sia, cos all MY's friend he also don know. haha. then we took some pics but can't show cos its w MY, then they have this helloween masks. haha. so funny lo, not scary at all. but the the making of it is terrible, we can hardly breathe. haha.

really have fun, but seriously i'm tire. but haven't finish the tutorials due next week and tml still going out w rk to science centre. hai. since already promise him, so must go lo. the way i treat him like nth wrong leh, like how i treat all my fren, but lz say we cann't treat guys like the way we treat gals, they get misunderstood easily. now i think what she says pretty true.

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Dear ^_^,

i've watched death note today at causeway, ok i don really like the chair there... hehez...very short then must lift my head up abit. pretty tiring. then rk treat me dinner and movie, ok la, this is 1st time a guy treat me, pretty sweet lo. haha. then its like we watch 7pm show. *ok, i skip my lec...opps....shhhhhhhh......* then he very polite, will ask me whether laptop heavy anot, want him carry anot, then also say he enjoy the night.... *seriously i got abit scared when he say tt* i mean he's a good guy but not my type, then i thought he joking but chris say he maybe pretty serious cos he's quite a serious guy.

but i don know leh, he just say go out with him a few more times, then see i got feeling anot. then decide, then also see he serious anot. ahh....ok....i shouldn't think too much....... just treat him as fren...then chris also kpo, say must update him, cos i say sun we going out to science centre i think cos rk got 2 tic. haha.


Dear ^_^,

went for my 1st piano class with hafez, he's a fast learner i must say and he look cute and he's very polite. *laughz*

ok then take abt an hour to reach home. super tired sia. but luckily got death note comic and rk sms me then can keep me from playing with lonliness. anyway, rk very kind, accompany me from school to bouna vista then he went back yew tee. seriously he really very free lo. haha.

anyway, he's really good and we can talk pretty well. but what abit surprising is he say he got a crush on me on msn. i was like hahahaha, cos we always joke around ma. so really hard to believe and its like we only know each other for 3 days? i know his existence in leo club but never talk to him be4 but he was in my group during camp then i'm his GL. so know abit more about him but saying got crush on me is like....*a very funny joke lo*
i don know lo, but its like 3 days and u already say u got crush makes you like a don think much person. haha. anyway, i shouldn't care too much, its just a joke. i rather ppl say like me in front of my face then just msn. haha. who know whether its true or not. haha.

now i just want to watch death note. my fren all say very good. can't wait, haha, and cos got ppl want to treat me. so good. i'm so broke this week. haha.


Dear ^_^,

ok, i'm back from HOPES camp. overall=fun + slacky. My group members really great and of course me and Andrea are great GLs. *thick-skinned* i didn't know that Andrea and i have so many things in common.
1) we both are TAY
2) we both are Teochews
3) we like to take pics
4) we don like the same person *haha* ^evil laughz

so shiok lo, and i also found 3 friends are from twss - my sis's sec sch, and surprising thing is, zhi hui is my sis kt's band senior while renkai is my cousin korkor cadet in npcc. haha. izit this a small small world? haha. and we found 2 ppl with the same bdae, chris and xiongsheng on 26/12, boxing day, and chuen kiat n jason on 19/06. isn't this so wonderful. then i met jonas classmate, haha, love the way it works.

anyway, 1st day was draggy, with all the ice breaking games and the main com high among themselves then is outdoor cooking. the maggi mee not bad sia but must see who cook. *haha* ^I'm Maggie Mee expert^.
then day 2 went flag day, boring sia, really lo, totally like slacking hours. then i'm so tire. almost fall asleep. *snore.......* went back and ate a yucky chicken rice with bone chicken and many many rice. but in thought of ppl in africa, i jus finish it. then we have this 2hr nap time. *haha* nv heard of this in a camp right, i also. haha. then game time, don really remember play what game, but is fun la. haha. cos got me and andrea ma, but most angry one is that yu heng la, a great basketballer, keep blocking me when playing captain's ball, haha. then we went hse cleaning for club hse, unpacking all the sweets. haha. lastly, is water bomb. i got pretty wet sia. andrea la, so pro at throwing bomb lo.

then sleep, i slept 2 hrs only cos is like freezing cold, and for the 1st in my life i actually shiver of coldness. anyway, be4 go home ate lunch at bp plaza, ok and is like chris live jus a school away from me but i like nv see him in my whole life, haha, and 1 more, he's from scss also. WHAT A SMALL WORLD!!!!

this is really a small world but yet so big.


Dear ^_^

shit the life of me.....

sat, 21/10/06 is lee hom's concert but i'm stuck in this lousy hopes camp. *it's lousy cos a person not the whole thing, i still like the coordinator: super angel* today was the last meeting cos tomorrow is the camp le. sux lo. i was so tire lo. then went out to imm giant to buy food for the camp. we went there cos they think the food there is cheaper, to a certain extent only. then is like super angel, andrea and me went there. i told her to buy everything there but this log cum GL ic say she got cheaper one at sheng siong and she say she'll buy. so we never buy milo, maggie mee, egg and hotdog etc. SHE SAY SHE"LL BUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was like " what the shit, how cheaper can it be. this is singapore ok." then most angry part is when we were choosing jams for our breakfast, she just say everything we choose is very ex..wts.. i choose a peanut butter*skippy new flavour- super nice lo*, a super cheap jam*i doubt it to be nice* and nutella*i just took it, i don't care le*. but she say she can find cheaper peanut butter, sth we ate at FOC camp. i was like "please la, FOC food sux like shit lo". But she say is cheaper lo. then she kept on want kaya. pls la. u think ppl will eat? i think uncle auntie then will lo. especially those cheap kaya, my mum brought back 5 for free one but none of us touched it. super yucky. i rather starve to death then eat that.

ok then when we went back, she say she tml afternoon got class then in the morning she cannot go buy cos she cannot carry back. i was like "WTF". jus now we got 3 ppl to carry but she kept saying she will buy. whatever i took, she say she got cheaper source. then when we come back she say she can't buy. isn't she's an asshole. then in the end, cos i end earlier*so what, i got things to do one right, u think i super free like u ah* i've to go with amy*another good angel* to sheng siong after school tml to buy. we need to carry our camp bag and go buy so many stuffs. IT"S SO STUPID. then amy say we've to take taxi lo...she also say how stupid to try to save tt few cents when we can claim from school..then i thought...excuse me...with common sense ppl also know tt it is cheaper to buy today then go far away to buy tml and take taxi-taxi fare is so ex. and y must i help her, i mean she really unreasonable. when we want to buy, she kept saying she's going to buy, but call her buy, she's say she can't carry. WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, i'm not gonna be an angel tomorrow, i will not go help her buy. no matter what people say about my evilness. i'm evil anyway. this is me.








Dear ^_^

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm getting breathless...why? everything is like crashing hard on me, especially financially. ok, so i fail my grade 8 so i'm retaking in march and the registration is like due 20 March but i'm still trying to vomit $320 out. can u believe it. so EX!!! so where the hell am i suppose to vomit it by fri, ok, my sis bank, but i need to put it back befor my mum start questioning me. its not a small amount man.

and my bag is so stupid, the handle gonna broke and soon i'll have no bag and so how, got to buy. and this need what? the most irritating thing on earth: MONEY.

ok, u may ask y can't ask my parents. cos they have even more difficulty.
1) my sis's band tour to penang = $500
2) my grandpup wants to buy a new motorbike = $500 (from my pup)

so how can i ever open my mouth and ask them, they surely kill me. so what i can do now is to SAVE SAVE SAVE and WORK WORK WORK.

+ to the problem, Maureen bdae coming, Meiyi also (have to buy prezzie as she invited me to her chalet and its her 21st bdae). and i want to watch THE DEATH NOTE . i think i gonna skip it. sob sob.... =(

i think i've stop thinking abt all this. when i think abt my friend, mg, my case is so like an ant meeting a giant. her pup went heaven last yr, left her mum and sis. they now survive pratically on savings. so y should i be so tense up abt finance when i've all my family with me. but seriously i really hate satan for tempting adam and eve to eat the apple. if they don't eat, i think we are having a great time in the garden. STUPID SATAN. * ok, i'm getting overboard*

PLEASE LET TOMORROW TO BE A BETTER PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








Dear ^_^,

this is the 1st entry for this blog and i guess i'll only link it people close to me. but now i guess i'll keep it to myself first. =P

today is the start of school sem 2, and i have not even purchase my textbooks. *opps* . My wallet gonna have a big hole. *-_-* seriously i'm really broke, no mater how many tuitions i give, it seems just not enough. ** and to + the worse, i failed my grade 8 practical. i still haven't tell my parents yet, i just can't say it!! * =X*. it cost almost $300 per exam, where the hell am i gonna find this $$, ok from my tuitions. i think soon i will become .

anyway, i gonna start my super diet plan again, yes again. i've been like dieting since the day i was born . .*cos i've been put under the column of FAT since the age of 3*. the whole thing is so stupid. been TAF *which is so obvious tt it meant FAT spelling backwards but they jus came out with Trim And Fit to make us feel better but seriouly, not much help!!*
ok, now i weigh 70 kg and a short height of 1.55m. My "healthy" weight is like 50 kg. so target is lose 20 kg by February. . but short term will be hopefully 65kg by 1 DEC. so i've got to and XXX XXX.

SUPER DIET PLAN
having my big aunt this week, i'm not going to . so i have to contol what i eat.
Breakfast: 1 cup yogurt + i fruit
Lunch: 1 cup boil vegetable + 1 cup boil meat + 1 fruit
Dinner: SKIP *even if my mum's cooking is super duper delicious- which always is*

My Five Commandments
1. No sugar
2. No fried
3. No defeat to temptations
4. No chocolate
5. No no exercising

I shall strive HARD HARD HARD to my success.
And this time i can only WIN WIN WIN. never be a

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